As of today, the old Deer&Doe website no longer exists. However, we are working on fully importing your PDF purchase history into the Closet Core website, and you will be able to access and download past patterns anytime you like by creating an account on our platform. You should be getting an email "order confirmation" email in the next few days with a link to the pattern you purchased and further directions on creating an account. In the short term, if you would like access to digital files you've purchased from the old D&D site you can do so using the order recovery page here (please note we will be retiring this file server in the coming weeks in favor of our own system).